Sunday, August 26, 2018

Elder Allen Week#2 It's been an awesome week! After I emailed last week we took the crazy bus ride to the Mexico City Temple and did a session. And unbelievably, as I walked out into the lobby, I see Bishop Cook talking to the Hermanas in my District. So that was a lot of fun, and it reminds me of the many talks that say there are no coincidences. (I get to go to the temple again in an hour!!)


This week hasn't been as jam-packed as last week, but its sure been awesome. I have learned so much. How to be a better teacher, how to ask better questions, how to speak a bit more Spanish. I feel like I’m struggling a bit with the language, but when I look back on myself from 2 weeks ago, the growth has been absolutely incredible. I love the Spanish language. 

Besides the daily classes and devotionals, I've been able to get closer and closer to my amazing district. I learned how to throw a water bottle lid and I’m also the bomb at ultimate Frisbee.  I found out the hard way that my allergy meds are drowsy when I took one at 7 am and proceeded to fall asleep all throughout my morning classes.

Although I've only been here 2 weeks, it feels like an eternity and a day all at once. My District is 11 of my best friends in the world, and I've had so much Deja Vu this past week that I'm convinced I defiantly knew them all before. 

I miss you all so much, and I'm thankful for all the support I’ve been getting from back home. My last thought will be a scripture that I memorized this week.
John 14:6
Jesus le dice: yo soy el camino, y la verdad, ya la vida: nadie viene al Padre, sino por mi.
Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. 

Christ is the way. The only way. Turn unto Him, and He will lead you and guide you. 

I love you all, and I love being down here at the Mexico City CCM! (It rains like crazy down here it's awesome!)



Elder Allen

Thursday, August 16, 2018

Elder Allen Week#1 Hey everyone! It´s been a crazy week! My keyboard is in Spanish so this will not be punctuated correctly sorry. 

The first day was a whirlwind, there were so many missionaries on my flight. We actually set the record for the most new people in one week. The flight was long, but it was fun to talk to all the missionaries. The bus ride to the CCM was insane! there are no traffic laws in Mexico, it´s pretty awesome actually. The city is beautiful, I wish I got some better pictures. When we got to the MTC we got all our stuff, our nametag, our companion, and our room assignment. My house, I'm not even kidding, is the absolute farthest from anything that you can get it. I need the exercise tho lol. 

This past week has felt so long but also so short. I'm already so close to my district and Companion so its weird to think that I've only known them for a week. My companion is Elder Humphreys, and he's pretty much a stereotypical Texan, and also a genius. I love the guy.  My district is a party. They're all going to Peru Lima west except for Hermana Boyd, who is going to south. My roommates are a blast, Elder Brown gave me like two cans of mtn dew here and that stuff is basically gold in the mtc. We have a lot of fun here, but we also work really hard. I wish I could better explain everyone to you guys, they're some of my favorite people in the world. A thought that Hermana Kim gave really struck true with me, that we all knew each other before in the pre-earth life, and we finally get to meet each other. It rocks. It's going to be hard splitting up with them in 5 weeks. 

My teachers are awesome. Our morning teacher is Hermana Rodrigez, and shes really funny and cool, she teaches us a lot of good stuff. Our evening teacher is maybe one of the coolest guys I've ever met. His name is Hermano Galloso, and hes only been here at the ccm for 2 months ish, but the advice and words of wisdom he has for us is incredible. I don't know the story, but he must have been in a fire at some point in his life. He's missing a hand and his other is missing all his fingers. It was a bit intimidating at first, but he's honestly one of the greatest guys I've ever met. So humble, and such a good outlook on the world. I've learned a lot from them already. 

ELDER BEDNAR IS COMING ON THE 25!!!!

Also, there's this epidemic going around the MTC, like 30% of everyone got it. It was not pretty, luckily it's on the tail end tho and my district has stayed healthy. 

I want to tell you about my good friend Elder Shavkpish. I only knew him for 6 days, but he was the happiest guy that you'll ever meet. He acted like everyone was his best friend, and he was so nice and happy. We all need to be like him. 

But of course, the best part of the MTC is the spiritual high. I have come closer to my Savior Jesus Christ in these past 9 days than I ever thought I would. We've had amazing devotionals, reminding us to listen to the prophets, to love everyone and our companion. Hermano Galloso shared Alma 14 8 with us and asked us if we were willing to die for the Book of Mormon. If we were willing to let those we love die for the Book of Mormon. It really provoked some deep thought. But I know that this Gospel is the most important thing on this earth. There is nothing more important then the Love our Savior has for us. So if we need to die for the gospel, so be it. But when we decide we will die for it, we need to start living for it. To live like its the most important thing to us. There have been so many more spiritual moments, that I could spend hours writing about it. I testify that God knows and loves us, He knows why Me and My companion were put together, He knows what we need to be do to be better. Rely on Christ. I came to the realization that I often think that I need to do all I can, and then and only then will I rely on Christ and his Atonement. But that's just not true. We can and should rely on Him now and always. 

My other thought is on spiritual gifts and especially the gift of tounges. No matter how hard you pray, you are not going to just become good at a language. You need to put in the work for it, and Christ will help you the rest of the way. The Spanish has felt hard. But to think of how much I have progressed in this last week alone is incredible. Pray for spiritual gifts, but work for them too. 

There is so much more I could and would write if I had time. I love my Companion, My District, The CCM, but most importantly my Savior Jesus Christ. 

I miss you all a ton, keep pressing forward and endure to the end. Con amor de donde le CCM!

Off to the Mexico City Temple!

-Elder Allen

Out of Context Quotes

Companion--to--the district leader
Emotional Support Alpacas
you have no culture, you're from Utah
yeah, this epidemic is killing my stomach. That's just the food!
It's a diamond! Nope, that's a triangle
Bright pink blanket + panflute = not a good first impression
¡Salud!






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Elder Allen & Elder Humphrey's























Sunday, August 5, 2018

Farewell Talk 7/29


Buenas Tardes Hermanos y Hermanas, I’m Trevor Allen and I will be going to the Peru Lima West Mission. Today I would like to talk about darts.
I’ve you have been in my basement, the first thing you notice after coming down the stairs is a wall riddled with at least a thousand dart holes- and at the center of it all, a dart board. My parents didn’t know they were signing up for a lot of wall repairs when they bought that board several years ago.
But after hours and hours of practice for many years of taking out my frustrations or boredom on that dart board, I can proudly say that I have…not gotten much better.
While darts may be a hard game that requires concentration and patience, my message today is on a much harder, and much more dangerous kind of darts. The fiery darts of the adversary.
In his 2012 conference talk, Elder Marcus B. Nash of the 70, warns us of some of these darts. “Satan will use such things as doubt, fear, or sin to tempt us to let go of faith and lose the protection it offers.” End Quote. These Darts can be things that we have done or things that have happened to us. They can be anything that make us loose hold of the rod.
Brothers & Sisters we live in a tumultuous time. Satan seems to have a greater hold on the hearts of man than he ever has before. He’s a phenomenal dart player. He knows how and where to get every single one of you, he knows your weaknesses and your strengths, he knows just when he has his best shot at taking you down. He has made 2nd Nephi 15:20 more of a reality than ever. “Wo unto them that call evil good, and good evil, that put darkness for light, and light for darkness, that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter” I have seen youth and adults alike mistake good for evil, mistake the will of God with the opinions of the world, people who let go of the rod with one hand and eventually fall of completely, people who have been raised in the church and know the joy that it brings who have strayed from the path. The standards of the world have drastically unaligned with the standards of God in the past years.
Some of his darts are tricky to spot. They may initially seem like no big deal. It may just be filling up our time with so many things that aren’t necessarily good or bad that we neglect to do what’s truly important. Other darts such as swearing, pornography, and drug use are so obviously evil, yet so many people around the world, members and nonmembers alike still fall into these traps. These things so clearly remind us of the signs of the last days that are scattered throughout the scriptures. “The love of men shall wax cold, and iniquity shall abound” “All things will be in commotion” “wars and rumors of wars” “famines and pestilences, and earthquakes”.
Brothers and sisters there is a reason we are called the Church of Jesus Christ of latter Day Saints. First of all, it is the latter days. And second- we are suppost to represent our Savior Jesus Christ.
When we were baptized we took His name upon ourselves, and we accepted the obligation and duty to share this gospel. President John Taylor said “Our duty is to preach the gospel to all men… This is what God expects of us” End Quote. We cannot do our duty if we are giving in to the darts of the adversary.
But as President & Sister Nelson explained in their worldwide devotional to the youth “My beloved younger brothers and sisters, you are among the best the Lord has ever sent to this world. You have the capacity to be smarter and wiser and have more impact on the world than any previous generation!” “you were sent to this earth at this precise time, the most crucial time in the history of the world to help gather Israel. There is nothing happening on this earth right now that is more important than that. There is nothing of greater consequence. Absolutely nothing. This gathering should mean everything to you. This is the mission for which you were sent to earth.” End Quote. We are here now because we have the potential to dodge whatever the devil has to throw at us and grow from it, we are here now to gather Israel, to prepare the world for the Second coming of our Savior Jesus Christ. All of us have a part to play in this incredible work.
Doctrine and Covenants 121 verses 34-35 says “Behold, there are many called, but few are chosen. And why are they not chosen? Because their hearts are set so much upon the things of this world, and aspire to the honors of men” End Quote. As members of this church we are called to this work, but not all of us are chosen. I do not believe that we are chosen by anyone other than ourselves. I ask you to ponder on yourselves for a moment. What are the desires of your heart? Do you desire to serve God or to serve the world? President Howard W. Hunter said that “A great indicator of one’s personal conversion is the desire to share the gospel with others.” End Quote. Brothers and Sisters do you desire to share the gospel, do you desire to be chosen?
Our purpose in this life is to follow the example of our Savior Jesus Christ, and to bring others unto Him. If we make the choice to follow Christ we are not signing up for an easy life. We are signing up for a life of temptations, a life of setting yourselves apart from a wicked world, a life of sacrifice. If you make this choice the devil will mark you as one of his top targets. He will do everything he can to tear you down, to tear the happiness and joy that the gospel brings right out from under you. But there is a reason that you and I are here today. Because we can overcome the adversary and help fulfil this sacred duty to gather Israel.
But there is no way we can accomplish these things if we are giving in to the many darts of the adversary. No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one; and despise the other. If we are living a sinful life, even a life without faith, we are not fit to help in this gathering of Israel. We are to be in the world, not of it. But in this world, where there is so much wickedness, so much hate, so much destruction. In a world where Lucifer has power over so many, what can we do to escape his grasp. What can we do to build our faith, and rise up against the adversary? What can we do to be worthy to gather Israel?
Ephesians 6: 13- 17 reads “Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:” This is the armor that will protect us from the attacks of the adversary. We have been told the way to protect ourselves, to sanctify ourselves. But acquiring this armor takes more than merely knowing it’s there. It requires action. What can we do to build this armor, what can we do to strengthen our faith?
 I share with you 3 parables from my life that can show us how we can build our armor, and be protected from the fiery darts of the adversary. 1. Stitch up your stuffed animals 2. Don’t stick your hand in a shark tank 3. Stay hydrated.
One of my oldest and most vivid childhood memories has taught me a great and important, yet simple lesson. My favorite toy, one that I have had since nearly birth accompanied me and my family on a trip to Mexico when I was only 3 or so. A small, brown, stuffed animal dog. I don’t remember how or what a did, but I remember the sorrow that followed as I felt the small beads falling out of my most prized possession, I had created a small tear in the seam of the dogs leg. I’m sure my cries were not appreciated by the passengers on that flight. I thought all was lost, and my favorite toy was gone. I had made a mistake, and I had learned that mistakes had consequences. It was not long after that my loving Grandmother came to the rescue with her sowing kit, and was able to repair the damage that seemed so severe to the mind of a 3 year old. The tear had been mended before too many beads were lost, and I knew to now be more careful with my favorite toy.
In this parable you and I are the stuffed animal, and the tear is sin. Preach My Gospel says that “Sin is disobedience to God’s commandments and results in becoming separated from God” End quote. When we tear open a seam and beads begin to fall, we have two choices. To despair in our mistakes, to believe that there is no coming back from what we’ve done, or to repent.
Concerning this, Boyd K. Packer said “The angels of the devil convince some that they are born to a life from which they cannot escape and are compelled to live in sin. The most wicked of lies is that they cannot change and repent and that they will not be forgiven. That cannot be true. They have forgotten the Atonement of Christ.” End Quote.
This is one of the many darts of the adversary. We all sin, we all make mistakes, but what defines us is how we move on from them. Satan knows that the longer he can get us to despair and think all is lost the easier it is for us to fall into his grasp. He wants us in that constant state of pain and guilt, he wants us to think that we aren’t worth it, that we aren’t a child of God. He wants us to keep open the tear long enough for all of the beads to fall out.
I bear my witness that there is a better way. I know that these thoughts are no more than the Devil trying to get us down. We have all had and will again have times like these- but it is important to remember that God hates sin, He does not hate the sinner.
Mark 2: 15- 17 reads: And it came to pass, that, as Jesus sat at meat in his house, many publicans and sinners sat also together with Jesus and his disciples: for there were many, and they followed him. And when the scibes an Pharisees saw him eat with publicans and sinners, they said unto his disciples, how is it that he eateth and drinketh with publicans and sinners? When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, they that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but the sinners to repentance. End Quote.
That same loving Savior that sat with the Sinners provides us a way to free ourselves from the grasp of the devil. He bled and died for us so that we might live. He, the only perfect man to ever walk the earth, atoned for our sins so that we might feel the joy and see the light rather than stay in the darkness of the adversary.
I often think of the words from my favorite Hymn, I Stand all Amazed as I ponder these things.
 I stand all amazed at the love Jesus offers me, Confused at the grace that so fully he proffers me. I tremble to know that for me he was crucified, That for me, a sinner, he suffered, he bled and died. Oh, it is wonderful that he should care for me Enough to die for me! Oh, it is wonderful, wonderful to me!
The Savior atoned for each and every one of us. He atoned for the world. It is hard to understand the magnitude of the love that He feels for us. Don’t let His gift to us go un used.
If you need to build your armor, if you need to increase your faith, the single greatest thing you can do is return to our Loving Redeemer Jesus Christ, to repent of your sins and feel his Love again. Repenting can be hard. It is hard. But it is worth it. Often to repent it can help to turn to those around us, to our parents, bishops, or to our Grandma with a sowing kit. It is harder to face the adversary alone, so do it with others at your side.
Come unto Christ, Be perfected in Him. Let Him stitch up the tears in your lives. Let Him repair your broken Heart.
My Second parable happened only months ago. I went with a few friends to a local aquarium. One of my favorite things to do there is to feed the sharks. Many people would just throw the fish in the tank and watch the sharks retrieve it, but I knew the secret. On previous visits I had been told by the workers that if you put the fish in-between two fingers and put your hand in the water against the glass, the sharks would swim up and snatch it right out of your hand. What I neglected to remember is that you are supposed to hold your hand in a fist, rather than hold it flat against the glass. Sure enough, the shark did come and catch hold of its prey, but its food was a little more alive that it was used too. The shark latched on to my ring finger, and stuck on for several seconds as I was trying to shake it off.
The surface lesson for this is to not stick your hand into a shark tank. But more importantly, it is to be exactly obedient. I had been told before exactly how to do it, but my neglect for a step led to a crucial mistake. similarly, we must be exactly obedient to the commandments of God. The phrase “casualness leads to casualties” has recently struck a chord with me.
We are commanded to love and serve everyone, not just those that love and serve us. We are commanded to worship our Savior Jesus Christ always, not just on Sundays. We are commanded to pray always and without vain repetition, not to just say the same prayer every morning and night. We are commanded to give all that we have for the kingdom of God on Earth, not just what is convenient for us to give.
Perhaps the most known example of exact obedience is the 2000 stripling warriors. “they did obey and observe to perform every word of command with exactness; year, and even according to their faith it was done unto them; and I did remember the words which they said unto me that their mothers had taught them” Because of this perfect obedience, these young men were blessed by God. Their faith increased, and they were able to withstand the attacks of those trying to destroy them.
Speaking of our relation to these 2000 stripling warriors, M. Russel Ballard said “What we need now is the greatest generation of missionaries in the history of the Church. We need worthy, qualified, spiritually energized missionaries who, like Helaman’s 2,000 stripling warriors, are “exceedingly valiant for courage, and also for strength and activity” and who are “true at all times in whatsoever thing they [are] entrusted”
Listen to those words, my young brethren: valiant, courage, strength, active, true. We don’t need spiritually weak and semicommitted young men. We don’t need you to just fill a position; we need your whole heart and soul. We need vibrant, thinking, passionate missionaries who know how to listen to and respond to the whisperings of the Holy Spirit. This isn’t a time for spiritual weaklings. We cannot send you on a mission to be reactivated, reformed, or to receive a testimony. We just don’t have time for that. We need you to be filled with “faith, hope, charity and love, with an eye single to the glory of God”  End Quote.

If we are to have any chance at withstanding the attacks of the adversary we must be exactly obedient. We must obey our parents, our priesthood leaders, and our God. I know that we can be blessed because of it.
My third parable brings us to one of the most beautiful places that our God in Heaven has created on this earth. At the bottom of the Grand Canyon, surrounded by desert and the scorching heat, lies the oasis that is Havasupai. Beautiful turquoise water, lush vegetation, magnificent waterfalls, and an excruciating hike to get there. My priests quorum made the journey last year, and it was a trip I will never forget.
The first day of the camp was filled with insurmountable fun. Cliff diving, swimming, just chilling at camp. But there was something I neglected to do- drink enough water. I even had a filtering water bottle I was carrying around with my for most of the day. At any time I could have filled it up, and prevented the sickness that pained me by the end of the day.
John 4: 14 reads “But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.”
It is important to stay physically hydrated, but perhaps moreso, we need to stay spiritually hydrated. Living here in Utah we have all this beautiful water around us. Churches no more than a mile away, mutual that can warm our soul, seminaries at the school. We have all the scriptures, church music, and conference talks that we could ever need right in our pocket. We are surrounded by spiritual water, so don’t forget to drink.
The most filling spiritual water that I have found is frequent temple attendance. As I have had the opportunity to go almost weekly for nearly 6 months, I can testify of the blessings that it brings, and the joy that can be found there.
If we are not doing these things, there is no way that we will ever be able to build our armor, build our faith. If we are not doing these things, we have no chance at withstanding the fiery darts of the adversary.
While all these parables and lessons are important, they all point to one thing that will save us, and protect us from the darts of the Adversary. Our Savior Jesus Christ. He is the one that will save us. If we turn to Him, if we let Him help us, we can rise up against the wicked world. If we turn to Him, we can have the desire to Gather Israel. Without our loving redeemer, we would stand no chance against the darts of the adversary.
I have talked a whole lot on how we can prepare ourselves for the last days, how we can build our faith to do our duty to gather Israel- But what is that duty? What does it really mean?
In a general sense, it’s missionary work. It’s bringing those lost sheep into our fold, introducing to gospel to all those that don’t have it. But beyond that, all of us have a part to play.
For the primary children, it is being kind to others. It’s trying to be like Jesus, it’s preparing to serve a mission, to get baptized, to go to the Temple.
For the youth, it’s sanctifying yourselves, to be in the world but not of it. It’s not giving in to the Drama of Jr. High and High school. It’s daring to stand alone. It’s doing family history and genealogy work, It’s attending the temple often.
For Aaronic Priesthood holders, it’s preparing to serve a mission, to start serving others now. It’s preparing to receive the Melkezideck Priesthood, and to give blessings at random times- Like during the intermission of a show you’re in or minutes before walking at graduation.
For my Friends and those my age, it’s sacrificing all you have for two years to serve a mission. It’s doing what you have prepared for your whole life, to bring others unto Christ and into the one and only true church. It’s letting go of the Childhood things and giving yourself and all you have to the Lord.
For Returned Missionaries and Newly Wed Couples, it’s to never forget and never stop doing what you learned on your mission. It’s to serve others, and bring people into the fold by being Christlike. It’s to multiply and replenish the earth, so your posterity can also partake in this sacred duty.
For more seasoned Members of the Church, it’s to do whatever the Lord asks of you. It’s to do your calling in the church, and to do it willingly and happily. It’s to center your family on Christs teachings. It’s to share the gospel whenever you get a chance. It’s to endure to the end.
It’s important to remember that this gathering is on both sides of the veil. It is just as important to do family history and temple work as it is to do missionary service on this earth.
Satan might be strong. But we are stronger. I once again echo President Nelsons words “You are among the best the Lord has ever sent to this world. You have the capacity to be smarter and wiser and have more impact on the world than any previous generation!” For my friends, family, and everyone here- I have grown to love and care for each and everyone of you. If I have seen just an inkiling of what God sees in you, I know why we are the generation that is called more than ever before to gather Israel. We are strong. If you haven’t been living a Christlike life that doesn’t matter. What matters is that you change it. Repent. Live with Exact Obedience. Fill your life with the Joys of the Gospel. Do your duty, and help gather Israel. Help others come unto Christ.
I once again ask you to ponder on the words of President Hunter “A great indicator of one’s personal conversion is the desire to share the gospel with others.”. If you don’t desire to share the gospel now, do what you need to to build that faith, and the desire will come. I promise it. Don’t let the Fiery Darts of the Adversary control you. Come unto Christ. Be perfected in Him.